It's the NU year.
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Papa just told us that he used to walk a very farrrr distance
like from er maybe Paya Lebar to Sengkang
to go visit his gonggong.

And then he would receive his one and only red packet - 50 cents.
But he told us how happy he was upon receiving that
cause he could go run to buy firecrackers.


and here we are complaining how little we received today.

'HUH!' 'ONLY 118 DOLLARS? SO LITTLE!'

Sometimes, we just have to see things in a different perspective,


i think i wouldnt mind the hard life last generation/
at least there would be more smiles.

7:03 PM!Y

YAY i feel better.
talked to a friend about it and yeah,

YAYYYYY.

: DDDDD

life's great la okay.

3:59 PM!Y

I.am.back to BLOG YAY!
time flies, like the yellow birds in the sky.

not kidding mann.

Okay, i need to shed off some fats.
Went to swim with kokkie, 40 laps.

why am i rhyming.

blogging is good, you get to talk to yourself.
hi steff.

OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY.
i need to seriously exercise and meet up with many many many people.

okay that's nothing else to blog, will blog if there's anything interesting.
right now, gotta go paint the room.

jegoiewhgoiwehgowiehg

12:49 PM!Y

1. I went for planet shakers concert with my church mates. It was quite good.
Sooooo many people were there.
/

2. We went to see Sean Kingston at MOS for Zi Hui's birthday.
HAHA. He was round, and only sang a few songs. So.
/

3. I will never everdrink another flaming lamborghini.\
And eating hokkien mee before all the chivas and drinks,
was not a goooood idea.

SAD.
/

4. Yong Shen's pre-party was quite mad. Cake smashing was good. We all smelt like cream.
/




On a serious note.
Prayers should be with Sammie now.
We love you Sammie poo.

And we'll be there.

5:03 PM!Y

Clem's BBQ.
Jia&Yong Sen are like sooooo together forever la.
Hmmmm.


Zoo this Sunday?
or Shopping?


TFC was fun. Esp when it rained.
And group mates telling cold jokes.
They weren't helping mann.

I sprained my ankle.
But i'm tough&cool.

: D

& & & i like the new jacket.
Thank you thank you.


& what else?

Sharoooon is enjoying herself at FOC.
i miss FOC!


I think if i were to give myself a name,
it would be Steffie.
It's a nice name.


Dear Heavenly Father,
I pray that I will get into N.I.E.
Please help me.

In Jesus's most precious name,
Amen.


I realise.
that i do not look at my watch
when i am not in a hurry.

9:20 PM!Y

Letty is back!

What should i name my Kangaroo.
Hmmm. tough.

Jumpy or pouchy?

Anyway i am glad she is back!
YAY!

9:30 PM!Y

And Sharoon,
Give Julian time. He was just overwhelmed by your confession suddenly.
WHOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2:10 PM!Y

No work for me this week except Wednesday cause the Boss is away!

Thank you dear friends for spending my 19th birthday with me. I am so glad we are still soooo together. It's the third year after PL and YAY, we are still in contact.
It was great having all of you around and that was most important!
(whoa so formal)

Okay the present was also important.

.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
and i like it. Whooo.

Those that wished me, THANKYOU.
some was rather surprising. HAH

Anyway anyway, i have not mentioned about my 'A' levels results!
It was bad laaa. i got C, E, E, C5.
not great!

Met the requirememts to get into NIE, but it will be tough!
I passed my PPT test though! :D

And and i hope they shortlist me for an interview,
then they can see how much i want this!
OH MANNNNN.

If not, have to retake A's which is so damn sian.
and i don't know if i'm strong enough to do that.
urgh.


I really need something new la.
Life is like a straight line for me now.
No grass no trees and the sky is empty without the clouds and birds.

;
we went crabbing at this Sengkang place.
It was so nice there!

I think ill bring the clique there soon,
maybe after Letty returns.

I miss her already!
Hope she is fine.

Bring back a kangaroo for me.
Thanks.

1:54 PM!Y

Maybe i should start updating.
Okay i will.

Life's been pretty good.
Work is fun with the boss and Sha-rooon.

Results coming out soon.
Oooooh scary.

God please help me to accept whatever you give me!

and and and i love Danny Noriega.

10:55 PM!Y

Jack called and said Jeremy's in the hospital unconscious today at around nine plus.

I thought he was lying.
But still my dad, leroy and I went to see him.

It's true.
Damn.

Jeremy was my childhood friend. He is twenty this year.
We were close. We spent countless hours together.

During the day, we'll be playing peepeebom,slipper, blockcatching, humtumbola, soccer.

Night time, we'll be spending the time sitting downstairs at my block, talking the night away.
When it comes to midnight, we'll go eat prata, maggi mee or just grab a coke.

His favourite was tomyam maggi mee. His face used to go all red and we'll tease him.
We'll go over to lionel's, lewis, or his place to play games and just spend time talking.

He has a cute dog, i wonder how he is.

i remember night cycling with lewis, liang, robin and him.
I remember all the chalets we went to, and when they went to explore the red house, i stood outside.

I remember them breaking in to St. *** school. I stood outside and waited too. the alarm rang, and we ran like crazy.

i remember also exploring Krangi estate with them, and Choa Chu Kang cemetry,
We walked for hours and hours. He was such a noisy kid.

I remember walking with him, Jon, liang and robin from queensway shopping centre all the way to chinatown. We ended up eating KFC, and he shivered like mad.

I remember his laughter. Such an infectious laughter.

Just yesterday at 4 a.m. he left Boat Quay after drinking.
He rode his motocycle
He was drunk.
He had a pillion rider,
His girlfriend.

He was going at 120-140km/h.
He crashed into some wall.

Now the doctors can't operate on the blood clots in his head yet cause it's too swollen.
His left arm and right leg are fractured.

He can't even breathe on his own. He needs the machine.

I havent seen him for i think 4 / 5 years.
I wasn't sad at first.

But recalling all these things, made me kinda down.
Damn.

i hope he makes it.

Pls God.

11:17 PM!Y

Caleb.

90440472: R u Stephanie
Steffie: Yes who is this?

90440472: My name is Caleb.. Can b friend with u?
Steffie: how did you get my number!

90440472: Its a guy.. Think he ur ex bf?
Steffie: What's his name

90440472: I 4got it leh.. U mind izzit?
Steffie: Not interested.

(from then on things became omg)

90440472: Oh, but u interested in $ rite? Ur ex bf told me u like to wear spag strap with short skirt izzit?
Steffie: No la i like to wear pyjamas. Yes i love money, only if they come in millions. And i can't stand guys who can't spell properly.

90440472: Then do u wear bra & panties inside ur pyjamas? Can i take a look wat colour u wearing? haha.. u wan hw much $? Wat u mean guy dun spell properly?
Steffie: Don't degrade yourself pls.

90440472: I never. Its a guy normal reaction. U let me c, i pay u $. Or u tell me wat bra colour u wearing nw?

(i start sending smses to some friends)

90440472: U ask ur friend to warn me not to disturb you rite?

90440472: So wat u wan frm me leh?
Steffie: I want your NRIC no.

90440472: U ask me to give u, then i muz give u my ic num meh? Then i ask u to show me ur bra or breast, will u do it?

end of story.
Sms him as and when to remind him what a @#$%^&* he is.
Ask your friends to sms him.
Ask your mother even.

Urgh.



Seriously.

11:26 AM!Y

Bj's cute. oooh yeah.
Camp was alright. People were great.
Group was bonded. Cheers to Vello and Danny.

Learnt a lot. Didn't get to bond with Edric aww.
I'm so glad two of my bestfriends is considering Christ.

Consider him for He suffered for you.
Consider him cause He loves you.

I love night games.






It feels like last year.
Just something lesser.


lalallalallallalla.
I don't mind having a new life. With new people.

8:23 PM!Y

This year was a special year. It was different.
It was lonely, it was heartwarming.
i wouldnt have been able to go through it, if not for alll the people around me.
who have helped or encouraged in some way or another.
Thank you.

It is more than learning about complex numbers,
more about the thematic concerns of Shakespeare.
more about how to solve the market failures in Singapore and how to go about doing that.

I've learnt so, so much.
i've gained even more.
Doing it alone most of the time wasn't easy.
But i am so glad i had this opportunity to really sit down and think.
i thought a lot during this one whole year.

I appreciate people more.
i set priorities.
i am more independent. (at least i think/hope so!)
i see things differently
i feel funny. (GO ON TV LOH)

all in all, it was a great year, seriously.
i feel good.

If He brings me to it, He will definitely bring me through it.
i am excited.

10:51 PM!Y

A's is over. wow.wee.
The Whole month of december's busy with religious matters.
had many gatherings.
feel free and not restricted now.

okay done.

10:09 AM!Y

Life has been rather dull. Therefore there is nothing to update!
But, today is Luddy loo's birthday so i shall wish her here.
( since my life now revolves around her quite a lot )

er, Not that i have a choice. : D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUMBSHIT!

Okay i know you can feel the love in there.

Tuition, Miss Tan, eugene,tuition, Luddy, Sharon, Miss loh, Tuition, lica (good cook)
That's the life now.

HAH. but soon it will allll beee overrrrr! WHOOHOOHEE.

Anyway they make things better la so shall give thanks.
WE:
Shoot paper bullets
Watch DVDs. Favourite pick? Borat and deuce bigalow.
Eat. (botak jones quite good huh!)
Call each other dumbshit.
Hide in the form of mantous.

OKAY UPDATES OVER, HAVE TO GET BACK TO MY EXCITING AND MEANINGFUL LIFE WHERE THE BRAIN IS MOST HAPPY!

11:51 AM!Y

They keep me going.

1:06 PM!Y

4 of our church-ies have left us,
and life'll be hard and empty without them.
I cant imagine Lylia Jiaying Vallo and Lele are not gonna be with us anymore.

i was very very affected by it
and even cried a few times thinking about the past.
But well, everything is in the Lord's hands.

Singing Karaoke at Wan's dancing like mad,
Aaron;s place playing games, celebrating Christmas every year,
All the great great camps, my goodness,

There are just too many memories,
Gawd i miss them so so much.

But wells, i wish them allll the best,
im sure we will keep in touch.

I loveee you you you you.

7:59 PM!Y

7:20 PM!Y

Alright, time to do some basic updates.
i will try not to get carried away again
like talking abt marriage : )

Night cycling with the CCI-ians,
Was really shiok,but ate too much though!
all my hours of cycling wasted, hah.
Someone met with an accident cause it was rainy and wet,

Thank God for CCI peeps who knew first aid!
Aaron wasnt much help LOL,
Luckily justin was around.

So heartwarming to see people helping people,
even though they were complete strangers.

The rain was raining down on me,
shivered like mad but felt so so so so so goood.

Next, Farah;s birthday party at Zouk.
They were having some Gatsby night,
the models were hot, not all but hot. whoo.
it was pretty fun with the babes.

Hmmmm, what else?
Studying with mich jia let nao at Michelle;s school
quite a condusive place i must say. not bad nt bad.

Ooooh oooh, and my family "outings"
where we picked mangos near grandmama place,
tried to climb the tree but end up getting scratched!

And with papa mama loykie aunt and uncle, shinn shayne and shann,
walking through the tree top trail.

Whoa i woke up damn early la.
went to pick durians at the end,
although most cant eat but it was an adventure picking them!
i was so afraid there;d be snakes!

Oh ya plus staying over at Mrs tan;s place to play Ps2.
eh wahlau damn fun
of course i did Lit la, but stillllll.
played from midnight till 4am.

Slept got up at twelve to play till six pm!
Cant believe it la, Mrs tan woke up even earlier to play!
she;s pro la.
OOOOH, lets add in the fact that there were krispy kreme donuts! ( did i spell that correctly not huh)

okay next,
we had bbq at tinee's place. : D
Bozo was found im so so happy!
Thank God!

The chicken wings i made were good,
although quite slow la,

didnt want to go at first cause had sorethroat
but i enjoyed myself
yay.

what else mann....
......
......

like nothing already,
but im looking forward to thursday;s movie, the Transformers!
Philander couldnt make it so he gave me his ticket!
so lovely, cant wait to watch it!
sorry phil ! HAH.

OHOH and i am seeing natty my bestie this friday!
she smsed me the itinerary already.
Sounds good!
A day at Keppel Club!

im not very sure abt the golf part though,
i suck at it!
but she said its good for the tummy muscles.

sooooo, OKAY LOH!
good good good.

8:04 PM!Y

Self-proclaim break for myself this week.

And i suddenly miss all my close friends.
I know i am meeting them soon. Like later.

It's so funny, maybe it's cause im not keeping myself occupied.
and maybe also the fact that im listening to sad cheena songs.

Oh, and sometimes you thank God for incidents that are actually a blessing in disguise.
some people just cant see it.

It is through that incident that i realised how special that someone was?
BUT, nah nevermind already.

Im glad it's over, it was bugging me for these few weeeks,
and now everything is returned,
i feel better i guess.

And you know what,
i think Most people now marry due to social pressure?
Like if you;re turning 30 and you suddenly find someone whom you like,
But not that much,

but you have to say yes to that person, cause you know you're not young anymore?
of course that is not always the case.
But Oh no! I think i will be like that!

And then you have to live with that person all your life,
damn.

I think if everyone marries out of pure love,
there will be many singles left?

Maybe i will end up not marrying,
unless that person is really the right one.

but i really want to get married leh,

SIAN.

2:10 PM!Y

7:13 PM!Y

7:08 PM!Y

These few days have been great.
Busy working with Kids as a camp facilitator.
Such joy, such angst, such pain such happiness.

HAH, so far so good my kids all love me.
Feels so good after a whole day's of work.
when your kids crowding round you telling you they love you.

Been gg out with CCI peeps.
real fun.

: D

11:15 AM!Y

i just received an sms from jo,
asking what should we do for *'s birthday thats coming up.
and just another two weeks before,
Jas also said abt celebrating the birthdays of the Mays.

And i dont know why i feel kind of upset!
how come my birthday nobody cared.

even on my birthday, i went to Ben;s place to celebrate for him?
: (

I 'm jealous, oh yes i am.

11:49 PM!Y

"Rock-a-bye baby on the tree top,
When the wind blows the cradle will rock,
When the bough breaks the cradle will fall,

And down will come baby, cradle and all. "

What the crap isnt it?
now it sounds scary, come to think of it.

So did the baby die? Hmmmm.

Oh wells.
It;s been a long time since i felt happy.
In the past, everyday was a happy day.

it's just so sickening to know that Life isnt as happy as before,
But i know happy times will come again.

shall wait and see.

11:10 PM!Y

11:20 PM!Y

STEFFIE SEVENTEEN SEXY SWEET SASSY SMART SALTY SOPHISTICATED SENSIBLE SENSITIVE SOGGY SENTIMENTAL STUNNING. talk about how the world is going to collapse.